I haven’t felt this hideously alone in a long time.
My best friend has a boyfriend. She’s loved. My other friend has a partner who loves him so deeply he would do anything for him.
It’s all they talk about. And i’m so happy for them but inside i’m dying.
Because I will never be someones girlfriend. I will always be alone.
I think that’s the thing that scares me the most.
I’m just so tired.
Honestly I didn’t even want to get out of bed this morning.
I woke up at 8:30, finally got up at 9:30 and then around 11 I went back to bed and slept until 1.
Life is tiring.
Don’t be friends with people. Because eventually they will leave you. And forget about you.