if i wasn’t such a chicken shit i’d just take those 4 months of zoloft my mom has stocked up
i literally feel like i have nothing. i want to die. i wish i could make myself stop feeing this way.
tumblr makes me so unhappy because i see everyone else getting love and having friends but when i try to talk to people they ignore me and don’t respond.
but i don’t have anything else to do.
I’m so tired of being alone
I want to die
At least then I know people wouldn’t talk to me because they couldn’t.
don’t leave me alone at night
text me until i fall asleep
because when i am left alone at night
the self-doubt and hatred creeps in
it drowns me
leaves me wanting to die.
please stay with me.